Yay, i never thought long distance love affair can be as tough as what we are going through. My only consolation, someday we will be together and enjoy every moment we have. Its understandable that he has to save a lot since he will be retiring here.I told him that i just want us to be together but then he doesn't want that when he stays here we will live uncomfortably. He wants all things planned and he wants to secure my future. How sweet of him really, during these days we just don't think that we're miles apart. We update each other hourly and constant phone calls whenever we are left in bad spot. Everyday i have to set my alarm and woke him up. I am using an international sim so its quite a convenient on me, while he is preparing his things, we would talk randomly and would let me know if he is done. When he is at work, i would just take his time and i on the other hand would do my own stuff. Our second conversation will be around lunch time, he will be on his way home and would let me know if he has taken his dinner, he would ask permission then if he has some clients meeting or when he goes home late.But usually i would ask him to go home early, Gladly, my honey is not fond of drinking outside or goes out on his friends. He would prefer to stay at home and watch baseball game.
Just lately, i am really missing him so much to the point that i let him know how hard it is to be me alone. yeah, i would sometimes start an argument because he knew very well how much i long for him. Yet, i didn't hear any word from him, thus he would just comfort me. Hayst, that how hard maintaining a long distance flame yet at the end of the day, it's all worth it especially if you have a wonderful man like my sweet and thoughtful honey.