One funny realization that i just had lately is the fact that men needs someone for emotional support. Yes, even the strict and terror men in the universe need a charming woman. The partner so far is a tough man, i admire his knowledge, his passion and his talent on business matters. He has indeed established an impressive portfolio in the industry he belongs to. In fact, you can search his intelligent answers in most of car forums and sometimes i can't help having a nice smile as this man has also a soft side.
I mean most of the time when he gets emotional, he would always confides on me his problems, his worries and everything he needs to open up no matter how confidential the thing is. He would share when he is frustrated or would just air out his rants especially if im on line. Sometimes, it annoys me especially if im not in my best mood but when i rethink it over, i choose to just understand his situation. At the end of the day, i love this man and that if i need to be a little laid back then i would choose to willingly.
Yes, it came into a point lately that i become stubborn. I question his dedication to his work, to the business. I sometimes wish i have a man i can just talk to when i feel like talking or being silly, i sometimes wish he is not that attached and can be easily reach out when i just need to confide emotional baggages but i think i am in a siuation where im not in control. Hence, i choose to be here, for few years i knew his line of duty and maybe at that span i am already use to it. Sometime last week, we talked of our eagerness to make up with the relationship, we argue with the time and we fight with the work committments. There came a point that i became childish and want him badly. I knew its not easy for him to just leave and i knew i can't have the peace of mind too since i knew the partner wouldnt be in peace too. I knew he has his reasons why he needs to work hard. For now, i want to find solace with the fact that there's always a nice reward to people who believes on their perfect time.