Be With a Man....

At this point, the partner might be at bed already, snoring and maybe having a good time at his bed. I was disturbing him early this morning but he is on a meeting with some vendors but he texted me late this lunch that he is preparing to leave already. That's how our routine is, we may be far of distance but its like we are so close to each other. We tend to share how our day was even the littlest details of our everyday life. That, i think helps both couple cope up with the long distance dilemma.

I'm honestly thinking how in the world i end up with him and how in this earth i am saving the best of me for him. Now, i knew it. He is the only man who creates dreams for me, the only man sensitive enough for my needs and welfare and of course no matter how bad my day was, he would always tells me that it's just another day and tomorrow maybe something different. I remember the other week, i told him about my sites being hacked and that it gave me so much stressed, that i am so stupid not doing some backups and i realized he is good in comforting, Instead of telling me that i am stupid or blah,,blah..He simply just share how he was put in the same mess as mine and he just make the situation a little lighter for me, which is very helpful as it made my mood a little lighter and in the end it was settled the way i wanted it to be.

Few years back, i never expect things will end up this way. Thus, i buy the idea that God will never allow you to be with someone invaluable for you, HE will make ways that you will be with a man who will love you the way you want to be loved, if you just asked for HIS grace. Ours is tested by time, tested by trials and circumstances. But i think, whatever happened in the past is just a mere reminder of our respective priority and at this point, i long no one than to be with him and look after his needs.

Needless to say, we all want happy endings and mostly we want it to happen at the most romantic sense possible, exchanging of vows. I honestly want it more than i want any material things but i leave it all to Prayers and to my God. Time is very sensitive at this point but with my God, nothing is impossible. Well, who knows he will get the first flight tomorrow and be with me, Only Time Can Tell, right folks?